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Name: Alex
Location: Ohio, United States
Birthday: 4/12/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: rock climbing, rugby, drums, sports, food, girls....
Expertise: umm....nothin really....nothin at all
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  aptman87
Member Since:
10/28/2004
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| Does anyone know how badly i just want to yell, "I love YOU." This is her decison. I just want her to be happy. I'll give her as much time as she wants, no pressure, no questions asked.
"Great things in life are not easy to obtain. It takes struggle work and sacrifice to achieve greatness." | | |
| - Switchfoot You know, after getting another parking ticket you might think i'm in a horrible mood, especially after my last entry. But, now i don't care anymore. I gotta take things easy. being pissed at everyone isn't gonna do anyone any good. Forgive and forget you know? If people still wanna ignore me or talk down to me, that's fine. I'll take it now. I'll stand up for myself. I'll never not stand up for myself. Looking back in my life. I've got it pretty damn well. Nice place, some good friends, great girl friend, pretty nice family, food (too much of it hahaha), and i've got myself.
I don't really know what this entry is about. It has no real purpose. I'm just tired of all the stress. | | |
| When your world gets shot to shit what do you do? Yeah well i don't know either...I'm so tired of peoples fucking attitudes. I'm fed up with people ingeneral. Nobody listens to me anymore. I talk and people act like they're paying attention but it's in one ear and out the other. It's always Huh?, what?, sorry i wasn't paying attention, well fuck you too. I'm tired of it. Why don't i just go off and live on a secluded island. Not like anyone would know or care that i'm gone. I never thought i'd go to college and not have any real friends. everyone one is gone. All people do around here is party, drink, and smoke. Guess who hates all 3? that's right me. I've pretty much been sort of a "loner" all my life and you might ask, "So, Alex what is the problem then?" The problem is i'm tired of it. I'm physically tired, growing fatter by the second, and would just like to talk to someone, not about fake crap but about feelings and girly shit like that. I know, what the F? right? well i'm weird but, you could already figure that out. Well...here i am, take it or leave it. I jusst really really miss my girl friend.... | | |
| Wow, time is flying by so fast. Holly has been gone 2 weeks. The first week went realy slow and it was very hard. Knowing that she is doing ok is a huge relief to me.
Drumline practice starts tomorrow. I am really scared that: I'm gonna show up late or not know where it is, not fit in, not even make it in the pit, or hate it. I'm very nervous about what might happen. | | |
| So i guess you can call me a third string player...Game sunday and i'm not even a back up player. It's senior year and i really wanna play. this sucks but, i'll get'em next week.
Spring break is so close i can taste it but, it's sour cause exams are right before too. And now, i've found out that we're not going to Germany basically because nate doesn't want to. That really pisses me off. I wanted to go so badly.
Being done with senoir year would be great. You know what i can't believe? Holly and i have being going out for over a year. I'm loving every minute with her. | | |
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